Random writing(devil and friend mix)

" DEVIL IN ME"

     The devil in me is so bad. The devil in me is just super friendly. If someone becomes my friend it tries to keep that friendship more than longer that is forever. I love devil in me.

 The good in me is just fake it tries to help peoples but actually i am greedy; it says like i will develop the nation but that's all fake as i am not doing hard work now so, i can develop nation.

But the devil in me is so true. It's greedy, it's bad, it's short tempered, it feels jealous and so on which i know it perfectly. Due to which the devil which wants to keep friendship forever had made me lose friends too. Sometimes i hate the devil in me soo bad.

I lost many friends due to it too. More than gaining now i am losing as i am growing and the devil in me too. I just got some ego and as i am growing i don't like taking to others. But i am trying no matter what . Getting new forgetting old is hard too. But i i lost many old friends those whom i used to call bestfriends before, we even don't talk now. 

I just want to end this by saying i love you my friends. It's not like i don't want to talk. It's just i don't know how to start talking and fear of you guys not knowing me.<3